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I didn't know from where did the sudden urge and enthusiasm of watching public speeches came from. I noticed that this habit of browsing in YouTube germinated on Monday before. I was looking for any effective videos which might help me to speak wisely, fluently. And I found Michelle Cui's. She was a great speaker.
Anyway, I have also did some intra-personal speech in my room. Speaking of which, I became more than ever before, interested in speaking publicly. (But--in class, it seemed to be in the contrary).
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I do not hope of getting onto professional stage. I was just wondering that if could ever be like Siti Nur Diyana. Or some others speakers that I have watched in the net.
What is this oddity? Me, myself could not make up the best, possible explanation.
A premonition?
ko banyak idea bh, tu la sy kc galak ko.. ko confirm dapat cakap spontan n bernas.. ko cuma perlu yakin dengan diri ko ja.. sy serius tau bila sy ckp ko talented, x pernah nampak orang mcm ko, ko la org pertama dgn otak yg bikin panas neh kegeligaan dia yg sy pernah jumpa face 2 face seumur hidup.. x payah terburu2 sgt.. skrg neh membuak2 mungkin perasaan ko mo try.. (especially masa kelas ELP dulu sesi berbahas oleh puan sabariah.. ada suda tanda2.. hehe) jan ada penyesalan Yassin.. pelan2 tambah keyakinan, beranikan diri bercakap depan kelas dulu, x payah terus ambil langkah besar.. bila ko suda biasa depan kelas, try pla bilangan lagi besar.. take ur time.. but don't take too long..
ReplyDeleteAmboi~panjang benar komen. Anyway, thanks sis. Saya sudah lama mau terlibat dalam aktiviti seperti ini. Dulu sajak, sejak darjah lima saya mencebur diri. Sekali one day when I was in Form 4..I went into an audition as my school's representative. I was being rejected hardly, dan lepar tu, saya gave up.
ReplyDeleteSaya rasa di maktab ni ada peluang untuk suburkan semula "kebolehan" tu.. insyaAllah, saya akan cuba.
NIH KOMEN LAAAAGI PANJANG!!! INCOMING!!!!! sajak.. HEH!!! sy pun ada BAD EXPERIENCE pasal bersajak neh.. ko bayangkan mah, sy kan dr chinese school? masa skolah rendah.. masuk form 1, memang suma org tgk sy noob la sy blang.. pastu ko bayangkan sy ikut b'sajak.. tym skolah rendah kami manada aktiviti2 mcm 2.. perghh.. skali, 1 kali 2 masa form 1, klasmet sy bawa la sy ikut pertandingan bersajak.. mula2 sy x mau ikut.. sebab sy x pandai.. pastu kawan sy neh berabis kasi yakin, dia cakap ada sijil (mo pok sijil) pastu dia kasi yakin sy la dia neh x pandai bersajak..(dia no 1 wehh..) yg penting sijil kunun.. ko bayangkan, hari 2 pertandingan terus bh (masa klasmet sy ajak, sebab dia pun baru nampak notis) sakalliii.. sy pun pg la join sama2 dia.. kami datang lambat bh.. sy ingat mo tgk2 dlu org len bersajak baru sy tiru2 skil kunun.. sakali, lepas mendaftar, trus ja sy kena suru naik pentas.. sy x tahu menahu pun mcm mana mo deklamasi neh.. sy pun dengan muka x tahu malu (memang pun) naik atas pentas.. pastu, tibalah turn org len.. PERGHH... sy 1 org ja nih yg baca no feeling.. $^$^%Tdknf.. MALU WEHH.. malu memang malu la.. tp, ADA AKU KESAH?? haha, malu tym 2 ja cukup la.. buat pa mo drag2 tuh perasaan malu sampai hari neh? itu suma pengalaman.. pastu kan, masa form 5 kan ada ujian lisan yg wajib neh.. sajak, pantun, atau syair.. sy pun sekali lagi mengambil risiko pilih sajak.. n u know wat? sy antara pelajar yg kena bagi markah tinggi oleh guru kami (bukan mintapuji, mokirayou kijap ja neh) *thanks to mr. Rasilan~~~ jan la ko kisah sangat apa org len fikir.. len org, len cara.. mungkin tym ko ikut hari 2, penilai dia 2 buta bakat.. jan putus asa sebab komen org len!!! peduli apa org len cakap? bukan salah kan untuk terus mencuba? bukan dorg yg kasi makan ko pun.. yang penting, NEVER GIVE UP!!! ko bulih tuh!!! sy yakin ko bulih!!! jangan biarkan hidup anda diselubungi...kisah silam~~~~~
ReplyDeleteoh, 1 benda lagi, sy x confident sangat.. cuma, sy x biarkan hal2 mcm 2 buat confident level sy yg memang sedia rendah jadi lebih rendah.. kalo x.. PERGHH..
ReplyDeleteTrying to raise back my former self.. Yassin versi dulu saya rasa unya lebih banyak keyakinan
ReplyDeletesilakan.. menanti untuk melihat yassin yg lebih konfiden..
ReplyDeleteSaya sahut cabaran
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